You are the sun.

The kid I used to be is almost dead. Tell the boys where to find my body.

I'm ready to make this year my own. You'll all be golden soon enough.

I remember changing lanes to stand under your window.

All my thoughts were on paper today.

xxx

If I could have posted Saturday night it would have read "I'm in heaven".

Who would give that up? Reasons don't come so easily. I haven't found one yet.

I'm going to look for a therapist this week. There's so much on my chest I can't breathe sometimes. You're my ear to listen and my shoulder to cry on but space is a wonderful thing for a girl to have. Lets let someone else handle me for a while.

I looked at the picture of you two talking last night. I know he read it and you'll be slipping into his mind between all the interviews and putting a face on.

I've decided to stay behind the scenes. The guys up front take the hits while we do our thing. Charlie, you got the life we love to live baby.

Smile. Kiss. Bliss.

xxo

24 is officially my new favourite show. Everyone seems to be dumber than Jack Bauer though.

I'm going to catch the CIWWAF/Hit The Lights gig tonight. Dave Melillo as well, so I can have a nice night of sing alongs.

I'm currently battling with a hangover but I'm winning so far. Water is my weapon of choice.

Aww man I hate knowing that someones gonna die in 24. "Your moms waiting for you at CTU. I'll drive you there myself" You are SOOO dead man!

Going away this weekend, it's gonna be great. I'm packing bags and everything. Hopefully we'll be driving from the stars into the sunrise.

Meeting a hero as well. I won't know what to say to him. I don't think I have anything to say that would drastically change his mood or life so I'll just keep my mouth shut.

Food time.

(Btw that dude did die)

xxo

Near death experiences give you glimpses of heaven. I think I died on the operating table tonight. I don't make much sense right now. my head is fuzzy. Post tomorrow morning. Pinkies
xxx

You never know when those moments are going to come around. Wondering how dark its gonna get, and then having a star shine on you from nowhere.
The cat got its cream tonight.
I can see the road again and my foot is ready to hit the floor.
Every day is a new chance. Every day has a new surprise. You can keep your crystal ball. They wouldn't matter if you could see them coming.
Xxo

Sometimes when you can't sleep you forget how much happens at night. I haven't looked at the stars yet, or checked to see if it's snowing again. When God made me he didn't give me enough room in my head for all these things. Does anyone remember seeing those cartoons where they would show inside someones head and it would have filing cabinets for all their thoughts and memories? Someone needs to fix me up with a waste basket.

Its amazing how so much emotion can come from one person. Lovehatehappinessdepressionmeyouhim.

I'm the last man standing, holding up a crumbling building with one finger. My shoulders can bear this weight forever, but sometimes I stumble and fall into a coma.

My bedsheets are a tomb, and just before my oxygen runs out you shine a light in, and grab my hand and pull me back into the world.

If you knew that you filled my head, would I fill your heart?

Xxo