You wouldn't know a good thing if it jumped up and slit your throat

I don't know what I've been turning into recently. It isn't the person I want to be. It's happened gradually but I don't even recognise who I am.

Sometimes what you need to make you realise something like this is happening is a short sharp shock, and I got mine. I ended up losing my best friend this week and I don't know if I'll ever be able to get them back.

The person I was had everything, the person I am has nothing. It doesn't take a genius to work out which one I should be.

It starts with apologies. I hope it's going to finish with happiness.

xxo